I have been sitting in complete darkness for the past two hours tossing and turning and can’t find out what’s keeping awake..
Oh hey depression your really coming on strong tonight aren’t you. Why don’t you go find someone fucking else to bother.
My favorite part of summer is that since school is done people don’t have to be around me and pretty much drop communications with me so I am left to be alone all summer. I love that I don’t have friends! My depression is just great when summer rolls around!
Bad memories are coming back into my head. And idk why and they are utterly tearing me to pieces. And it makes me wonder what she could be lying to me about now a days…
I wrote these long things about how I feel about you and tell you all this stuff and I find it ridiculous how you can’t even give me one non-generic reason for dating me. And you wonder why I don’t say I love you back all the time. It is kind of sketchy when you can’t even do that.
